Sunday, April 27, 2008

Sunday, April 27, 2008

morning i went to my religious student activing with quite a light hearted mood.
but end up im so fucking demoralised.
was told to share a experience
but my speech end up like shit.
less than 1mins and im done.
main reason is ive been inactive for a very long time
so many people dont noe me lors.
thus, i have NOTHING to share.

i noe i can only blame myself.
fucking disappointed wif me.
from last time status till now
great difference.
left with a not very happy mood.
even have this thinking, "i don wanna come to this place again."

afternoon went for work.
no feel to work.
BAD MOOD.
but my principles was, never vent ur anger at others.
and i noe my day was nv gg to work with this bad mood tingy
so i cheered myself up.
and things slowly get back to normal.
i began crapping like i always used to with my colleagues. ((:

i tink i shd chant more to get myself know wats in my mind.