Thursday, August 31, 2006
its has been draggin and draggin eva since we last br0ke 0ff
the guy ii lo0rvee m0st
0ur sweetest mem0ries
the ups and d0wns we went thr0ugh
has n0w all turn t0 hist0ry
it was blissful when we first met
ii nv haf such great love and care showered on me b4
and ii nv haf such great b0iifriend
s0 f0rtunate t0 haf y0uu by my side
th0ugh we always quarrell
and y0uu always get jeal0us easily
but ii knew deep in my heart y0uu really lo0rvee me
y0ur hugs and kisses filled me
0ur lo0rve was deep, ii can say
y0u let me tasted the sweetness when y0uu are in lo0ve..
my life was nth but jus y0uu
but we nv knew hearts d0 change
y0ur feelin sl0wly fade away each day
all 0f a sudden y0uu jus step 0ut 0f my life
y0uu nv t0ld mi, is ii f0und 0ut myself
d0n y0uu n0e ii cant take such a HUGE bl0w?
cry is wat ii d0 everynight
and cry is the 0nli ting ii can d0
it really hurts mi when ii see y0uu wif 0th gals
why cant y0uu jus tell mi? why mus ii f0und 0ut myself?
ii cant even win a gal wh0m y0uu may knew f0r weeks when we are t0gether f0r years
y0uu can jus simply dump me lyke tat
jus simply lyke tat
s0 much s0 ii haf d0ne s0 many tings f0r y0uu in the past
y0uu can jus wipe mi 0ff fr y0ur life
is lyke y0uu jus stabbed mi n0t 0nce n0t twice but many times
leavin mee bleeding profusely y0uu d0nt even care if im alive 0r dead
maybe tats wat guys usually d0
ii jus p0ur my heart 0ut f0r y0uu my dear
ii always tried t0 d0 wat y0uu t0ld mi
ii l0ve y0uu wh0le heartedly but y0uu jus bear t0 smash my heart against the damn wall
haiis
TEARS ..
ii tried t0 f0rget y0uu but t0 n0 avail
my blo0dly mind kept tinkin abt y0uu
ii cant bear t0 gif up the relationship ii d0nn0e why y0uu can
sadden
ya, maybe y0u are sick and tired 0f facin me f0r years
den ii haf nth t0 say
and sl0wly ii haf learn t0 accept the cruel truth
my feelin f0r y0uu 0s0 fades each day
im tired
s0 tired cryin 0ver s0me0ne wh0m d0n w0rth my tears
and it n0w bec0me ii d0 the talkin wheneva y0uu msg mi
ii t0ld him ii n0 l0nger l0ves him
he claimed he still l0ves mi
but ii jus t0ld him t0 st0p deceiving himself and me!
he d0n l0ves mi he l0ves his gal
its veri 0bvi0us t0 mee
in my heart ii really tink he jus treat mi as a spare tire
if he cann0t get int0 his gf, he will c0me find mi
t0tally disapp0inted in him
ii cried again after 0ur last c0nversati0n
finally and finally ii knew this is his true c0l0rs
the guy ii l0ve m0st is actually the guy wh0 hurt mee the m0st
neither d0 ii wan t0 get hurt again n0r be the hidden party
ii believe time heals all w0unds
since y0uu haf cho0sen her
im speechless
ii wish y0uu all the best
blessed y0uu..
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